it was raining last night, the entire night.
i cried with rain
you didn't see me
you didn't hear me
i shut my sobbing up in my blue pillow
i had promised not to think of myself any more, i know
but
i couldn't keep the promise
sorry!!!
.....
this messy sticky thing
is called
MY LIFE.

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poor the boy who has believed her
she is not serious, but knows how to flirt
and perhaps how to make artificial dimples on her cheeks
like Arabella for Jude*
i just observe it
i'd like to see how it ends though... or how far she can go.
oh, some poeple!!!....
anita
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* Jude, The Obscure by Thomas Hardy