che faramoush-khaneyee shode inja!!! eine khodam shode!!!
is it my weblog that is so abandoned now, or me?! or both?! 
i do try to be happy and to stop giving out negative energy, amma dige che konam?! daste khodam nist!
yadame ye zamani kafka mikhoundam o hess mikardam ke he writes that way because he loves life !!  hala hameye harfam inja shode darkness o hopelessness!!! sorry!!!
i guess i need to have a kid or at least a little dog!! eh?!
anita

tell me if you

suffer

the same pain,

tell me if

i’m not the only one;

i doubt my presence

as a human!

this is the whole

story!                                                    08, nov, 04

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nemidounam ino jayee shenidam ya originally khodam neveshtam: 

من از

دریا

گریختم

و در تو

ریختم!                               8 نوامبر 04