revolving round me only?!

i’m not the sun,

or

you are having a vertigo?!
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my own dreams are coming back to me.
and i am happy.
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i didn't choose my birth
but i feel i was reborn
last week.
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i am still wearing the crucified jesus;
everyday.
and enjoy listening to "hands" by jewel.
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and i like green and
cold brown so much
these days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what's going on with me?!
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i regretted not having my camera on me yesterday early in the morning when on my way to school i saw two homelesses with their dog wrapped in torn blankets sleeping in the courtyard of a church, in the heart of downtown. and it's getting very chilly here these days.

but would i have taken a foto from them if i had my camera on me?!
i don't think so!!!!