to her :

she fell in love with a snowman
but couldn't hug him...
...
he would melt
in
her passion.  ainp


my blog has gotten the shape of my own life: abandoned, frozen,...numb!

neither a

cup of

coffee;

nor a

piece of

soft music

will

soothe

this harshness

of their presence;

but i keep lying to myself!             02, dec. 04 ainp

>>>>>>>>

this 5-year-old girl in calgary keeps painting to raise money for tsunami victims in south asia. she doesn't give up inspite of sore in her hands. i love her!

stroke me

with your brush

color me

with

your crayons

pin me on the wall

right above the mirror

i am

a beautiful

image, eh?!             18-dec.04

i should thank all those who send e-cards and messages saying "merry xmas" but i don't care for it, i find xmas a big lie. sorry for my boldness! yeah as usual i'm breaking the habit... ainp

to myself:
like those who are just randomly

chosen to be physically or mentally handicapped

- though so unfair!!-

you are picked

to suffer

this way.

don’t ask why.

make the best use of

what is left

for you.

i’m not fooling you!                                  11 dec. 04 anita

 
i wanna post some photos  (but this photo archive is not mine !!) from snow and this and that, but no free host! lemme know of any you know please!

i luuuvvvv the flower of carnage , why?!!? i duuno, i just love it like a haiku and japanese paintings.
the japanese, the young ones, don't like it, though!!! they find it old-fashioned!!!
but, hey japonais, listen up to it again, "onengai"** !!!

** "please"; i have learned some japanese words recently :)
.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,

all secrets

of

this story

will

pierce the air

and reach

your ears

…

i won’t be able

to look

into your eyes!                            26, nov, 04 anita

'.'.'.'.'.'
rasti, man engar daram amme mishammmmmm :D