David Suzuki was here, in our university, last week, and I went to his talk. I like him so much, he has done a lot for protecting the environment…
Some minutes before his talk, I just went out to fill my bottle of water, he was walking towards the auditorium; I wanted to jump and hug him, and kiss his cheeks…
Anyway his talk was very good, full of information and shocking news about environment, as always!! He was also so mad at so many people who drive SUVs, “who don’t give a shit about the environment and even themselves!”
So many people had come, and lined up for a long time in this rather cold weather to get in!!! But I was shocked with the behavior of some stupid ones who tried to sneak in and jumped in the line, who drank their coffees or hot chocolates or whatever and left their cups or bottles on the ground!!! who were full of empty pretensions and show-off, with their outfits of the latest fashion, coming for a talk by a person who begs us to consume less and less and more wisely!!!
Ah… people on this damn earth will kill me finally!!!!!!!!!! 21 nov, 04
che faramoush-khaneyee shode inja!!! eine khodam shode!!!
is it my weblog that is so abandoned now, or me?! or both?!
i do try to be happy and to stop giving out negative energy, amma dige che konam?! daste khodam nist!
yadame ye zamani kafka mikhoundam o hess mikardam ke he writes that way because he loves life !! hala hameye harfam inja shode darkness o hopelessness!!! sorry!!!
i guess i need to have a kid or at least a little dog!! eh?!
anita
tell me if you
suffer
the same pain,
tell me if
i’m not the only one;
i doubt my presence
as a human!
this is the whole
story! 08, nov, 04
من از
دریا
گریختم
و در تو
ریختم! 8 نوامبر 04
...
docharam, dochare illusion..., oun ham az no’e romantic...
man yedaffe ashegh shodam, oftadam toush, amma i shouldn't. khodesh nemidoune, hichvaght ham nakhahad fahmid. that's a way to discover myself better anyway!
hala ino baraye oun neveshtam, che oun deserve this or not, i respect my own love and this amazing deep feeling!!
and… the rain was falling
the moon was left alone
behind the clouds.
you made me deaf
you made me blind.
where did I leave my hands behind?
i speak no human language
any more.
i see the image of some birds flying
to where?
I don’t know.
your rhythm
is beating
in all my cells.
as if i’m your presence
and you are my existence.
when did this story begin?