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جمعه 2 بهمن‌ماه سال 1383 12:12
to her : she fell in love with a snowman but couldn't hug him... ... he would melt in her passion. ainp my blog has gotten the shape of my own life: abandoned, frozen,...numb!
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چهارشنبه 16 دی‌ماه سال 1383 00:55
neither a cup of coffee; nor a piece of soft music will soothe this harshness of their presence; but i keep lying to myself! 02, dec. 04 ainp >>>>>>>> this 5-year-old girl in calgary keeps painting to raise money for tsunami victims in south asia. she doesn't give up inspite of sore in her...
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شنبه 5 دی‌ماه سال 1383 14:18
stroke me with your brush color me with your crayons pin me on the wall right above the mirror i am a beautiful image, eh?! 18-dec.04 i should thank all those who send e-cards and messages saying "merry xmas" but i don't care for it, i find xmas a big lie. sorry for my boldness! yeah as usual i'm breaking the habit...
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یکشنبه 22 آذر‌ماه سال 1383 18:19
to myself: like those who are just randomly chosen to be physically or mentally handicapped - though so unfair!!- you are picked to suffer this way. don’t ask why. make the best use of what is left for you. i’m not fooling you! 11 dec. 04 anita i wanna post some photos (but this photo archive is not mine !! ) from...
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شنبه 14 آذر‌ماه سال 1383 16:26
i luuuvvvv the flower of carnage , why?!!? i duuno, i just love it like a haiku and japanese paintings. the japanese, the young ones, don't like it, though!!! they find it old-fashioned!!! but, hey japonais, listen up to it again, "onengai"** !!! ** "please"; i have learned some japanese words recently :)...
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دوشنبه 2 آذر‌ماه سال 1383 22:47
David Suzuki was here, in our university, last week, and I went to his talk. I like him so much, he has done a lot for protecting the environment… Some minutes before his talk, I just went out to fill my bottle of water, he was walking towards the auditorium; I wanted to jump and hug him, and kiss his cheeks… Anyway...
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یکشنبه 24 آبان‌ماه سال 1383 16:48
che faramoush-khaneyee shode inja!!! eine khodam shode!!! is it my weblog that is so abandoned now, or me?! or both?! i do try to be happy and to stop giving out negative energy, amma dige che konam?! daste khodam nist! yadame ye zamani kafka mikhoundam o hess mikardam ke he writes that way because he loves life !!...
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پنج‌شنبه 7 آبان‌ماه سال 1383 09:34
... docharam, dochare illusion..., oun ham az no’e romantic... man yedaffe ashegh shodam, oftadam toush, amma i shouldn't. khodesh nemidoune, hichvaght ham nakhahad fahmid. that's a way to discover myself better anyway! hala ino baraye oun neveshtam, che oun deserve this or not, i respect my own love and this amazing...
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چهارشنبه 15 مهر‌ماه سال 1383 21:12
to write or not to?! what was wrong with blogsky again?! anyway... life is getting harder and harder here, a lot of assignments and deadlines and stress, ... with this heart of mine! ...and this French guy who keeps bugging me with his deep love for me!!!! i need someone to tell him: baba ... can't love you in return...
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سه‌شنبه 17 شهریور‌ماه سال 1383 17:30
my heart beat soared up to over 220 times per minute... but i didn't die. don't worry....i'm still, bademjan-e bam!!!! alive and kicking (with a little heart problem though!!!) hey life is not that ugly out of hospital, eh?!!! anita
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open up your heart!
دوشنبه 2 شهریور‌ماه سال 1383 13:25
he fell in love with me in a blink of an eye (oh, ok at first glance!!!) i wasn't aware. but i could sense something weird till he wrote me a letter (yeah, a love letter, like in 19th centuray!!!) now i can't love him in return though. being mean or whatever, i told him to stop it! i feel more numb than being loved......
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bleak!
چهارشنبه 28 مرداد‌ماه سال 1383 13:54
i remember that the little, yet lovely backyard in my parents’ home in tehran was located in a way that spring was earlier than the most parts of that monster town and so was the fall . and… fall , when it was its turn to fall, it was always accompanied by a cool breeze, longer shadows, and redder, yet lingering...
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چهارشنبه 14 مرداد‌ماه سال 1383 15:21
Tess forgave her husband for the “false” affair he had before they met and hadn’t told her about…, but when she told him of her own “false” imposed relation with her far cousin and their dead son, he didn’t forgive her he felt different for her: she wasn’t a child of nature for him any more, but belonging to her...
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چهارشنبه 7 مرداد‌ماه سال 1383 14:01
to dear p : nobody’s home!! she feels like that. this is her month, a ‘leo’ month. she doesn’t like to be reminded of it but she knows it is there all the time every year . a proud girl who fears to end up having her pride gets tattered, stained and shattered…!! who is looking after her dignity like a fragile crystal...
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dayere dayere....hhhooohhh
چهارشنبه 31 تیر‌ماه سال 1383 15:11
I was planning to see The Circle (dayere) with a couple of my friends again, among whom, prashtuk had already seen it a couple of times, though. So we started to have a talk about it. It was a very good talk and I enjoyed it a lot, but it was in English. Finally, I asked for her permission to post up here our ideas...
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persian persian.....YAY !!!
سه‌شنبه 30 تیر‌ماه سال 1383 13:17
زندگی ای زندگی، ای همه افسردگی، تویی کابوس من، آمده به خوابم... ... ... ای آسمان، ای تمام کهکشان سیرم از زندگی از این بیهودگی... ***** بگردم دور شهر زنم چنگی به چنگ تار مویم ... بخونم من به آهنگ دل خویش دل پیر و جوون را من کنم ریش ... یادی از گوگوش و افسانه ی فراموش نشدنی صدا ی جاودانه اش و ترانه هاش! می خوام فارسی...
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چهارشنبه 24 تیر‌ماه سال 1383 14:14
Iran and Iraq (and probably Syria and Palestine or even Isreal) were not even in the catogry of Dangerous Destinations of fullpassport !!! although Iran is in the Middle East ; and ... there is a photo of Bam before the quake, ah...!! but notice how Croatia and on top of that Turkey are in the category of True...
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دوشنبه 22 تیر‌ماه سال 1383 14:38
haven’t seen a punk or a “trying-to-be-a-punk” wearing a scarf * tight round her poor head and her black hair!!! oh…this world is turning into an abyss of no-name, an amalgam of sorrowful pitiable picture of dead souls living or pretending to live!!!!!!! aniiiiiiiitttttta ... July-05-04 * I saw this poor girl in metro...
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سه‌شنبه 16 تیر‌ماه سال 1383 16:00
i’ve kept telling myself i’m strong/ i’ve tried to resist many temptations/ i’ve tried to be reasonable/ kept trying to strengthen my morale/ more and more/ in order to feel lighter and/ l i g h t e r,/ yet/ strong. and now…!? i feel the heaviest and the weakest. have i been doing it beyond the capacity of all my...
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سه‌شنبه 9 تیر‌ماه سال 1383 13:10
if love is meant to complete a human’s life i live a half life now! *** don’t try to tell me how to live i know it all i just don’t know how to die! *** i’m tired of living, is there anything else i can do?! *** time is too heavy!! *** i had never thought of being a bear, just i didn't want to be a human, whatever,...
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چهارشنبه 3 تیر‌ماه سال 1383 16:23
i wish/ i could be/ lifted up/ by a force/ up on the air!// i wish/ i would be/ taken away!/ just / away!/ on a boat,/ on a train,/ or even on/ a chariot!/ who cares for/ the speed!?// i wish/ i’d forget/ everything;/ e v e r y t h i n g/ or/ i was in / coma/ for/ the rest of my/ damn life! anita
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دوشنبه 25 خرداد‌ماه سال 1383 12:39
abundance in freedom ends up in loneliness. abundance in love ends up in pain. .,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,., merci for saying happy-birthday to my weblog... i actually don't care for my own birthday let alone my weblog's... but it was a nice coincidence that the same day i decided to post up something here, i noticed that...
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دوشنبه 18 خرداد‌ماه سال 1383 12:54
Rata thinks I’m stupid. Kinda thinks I’m funny, but she doesn’t trust me yet. Rana thinks I have a cute personality, also different from other stereotyped girls. Fran thinks I’m a sweet little creature, with a big heart; he thinks I’m pure like kids, yet mature, but too sensitive and with very little self-confidence,...
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دوشنبه 11 خرداد‌ماه سال 1383 09:40
if one day you see a big tree grown on the roof of your parents' house and you feel thristy suddenly, and you notice that the whole trunk of the tree is covered in clean water falling, what would you do? you drink it, right? if you then want to take the stairs to get down from the roof, but all of a sudden a big cobra...
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چهارشنبه 6 خرداد‌ماه سال 1383 17:52
it was raining last night, the entire night. i cried with rain you didn't see me you didn't hear me i shut my sobbing up in my blue pillow i had promised not to think of myself any more, i know but i couldn't keep the promise sorry!!! ..... this messy sticky thing is called MY LIFE....
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جمعه 1 خرداد‌ماه سال 1383 16:54
if you keep my secrets, i will reveal them all. but i don't know what "secret" will be left after you know them all?!!!! ><><><><><><><><><> every time i wanna write something here, i remember thousands of things i have to write about, i don't know which one can...
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دوشنبه 21 اردیبهشت‌ماه سال 1383 18:16
pick the one you like in jinky and enjoy alanis aniiiiiiiiiiiita :)
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دوشنبه 14 اردیبهشت‌ماه سال 1383 15:10
i can forget/ how harsh you were,/ i can forget/ your desire/ to satisfy all your urges/ through me!/ i can forget your excuses/ and justifications./ and all your lies...who cares!? ......... but i can`t forget/ myself,/ i can`t/ forget/ that something is in me/ or perhaps out there/ that keeps me alive/ and bugs me/...
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چهارشنبه 9 اردیبهشت‌ماه سال 1383 16:33
finally after a month i posted something here... no, i dont feel like it yet. hala hamintori : for all silence/ i deserve to get/ you give out a huge amount of noise./ i don’t remember if i heard anything/ t he moment i was born./ did I have my ears capped?/ w ho cares! .......... for all madness/ that i carry along...
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شنبه 8 فروردین‌ماه سال 1383 12:46
just click on me i will pop up like a window full of empty... hahahahaha you are hacked now!!! ><><><><>< isn't it foolish to let you know how stupid i was to let you play around with my childish innocent world and let us make fools out of ourselves? so let me shut up now, yeah, for...