if you keep my secrets, i will reveal them all.
but i don't know what "secret" will be left after you know them all?!!!!
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every time i wanna write something here, i remember thousands of things i have to write about, i don't know which one can be prior to the rest though !!!
maybe silence is the priority now!!! who knows!
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من اگه کامنت نمی ذارم باید منو ببخشین... شرایط نمی ذاره... و کلن این روزا حوصله ندارم... نمی دونم چرا... (حالا نه که قبلن خیلی داشتم!!!!) ... راستی این تابستون رو هم نمی رم ایران ... گاهی حس می کنم هیچوقت دیگه ... بگذریم
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and i like her so much!!!
anita
i can forget/ how harsh you were,/ i can forget/ your desire/ to satisfy all your urges/ through me!/ i can forget your excuses/ and justifications./ and all your lies...who cares!?
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but i can`t forget/ myself,/ i can`t/ forget/ that something is in me/ or perhaps out there/ that keeps me alive/ and bugs me/ and pokes into my soul/ and yells into my ears:/ “hey you, you still exist.”
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no…!
either i can`t hide me
from myself
or
i can`t hide myself
from
me!
makes any difference?!!!! aniiiiiiiiiiiiiiita
finally after a month i posted something here... no, i dont feel like it yet. hala hamintori :
for all silence/ i deserve to get/ you give out a huge amount of noise./ i don’t remember if i heard anything/ the moment i was born./ did I have my ears capped?/ who cares!
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for all madness/ that i carry along with me/ you have a large number of ways/ to use them.
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you grow big/ i shrink small/ you become visible/ i fade away.
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there is no balance,/ i know! anita