don't cry honey!

the catchiest, and the most emotional episode belonged to you, my dear Katayoun.
and you played yourself so nicely, so calmly in 10.
what is that mystery in the face and looks of yours that makes one ask questions, yet with respect and caution?!
never will i forget your tears...and your broken heart!
you woke up this damn nostalgia in me! again.
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i didn't like the film, it was poorly-constrcuted from cinematographic, film-making point of view.
but the episodes were put nicely together!
and my dear Katayoun brought tears to my eyes!

climax

the school library was damn noisy. impossible to concentrate there!!
i dunno when and what these huge number of accounting, finance, management, business,... students study when they just talk and laugh, ... and walk (literally CAT-WALK) up and down the library hallways to show off their out-fits of the latest fashion!! arrrghhh!!!
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remember former U.S. Secretary of State?!
she will be a guest star on 'Gilmore Girls' next week !!
but, my TV is broken!!:(
besides, i have no time!!!
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my discovery, due to gtting stuck while solving problems:

“i” has a dot on top of a short vertical line (in english) and

we script our shock, madness, and attention

by a short vertical line with a dot underneath "!". 
:D:D:D:D!!!!!!!!!

mazes, whirlpools, nightmares...and me!

i wish i could grab my very simple digicam and go out to take some fotoz, but i have no time:(
it rains almost everyday here.
it's very dark and gloomy.
and i sleep more and more :(
and dream of iran, family, a pile of assignments and unsolvable questions , a whirlpool of "running and not reaching", of my heart doc. and surgery room, ... and a bunch of other sur-real nightmarish dreams!!
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i have to take a number based on a guess-work , then divide it by 2, then divide the first number by this, then add the result to the guessed number and divide it by 2 again and continue this loop untill the guess is within 1% of the previous guess!!!

isn't it a crazy maze?!!
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if you wanna have some childish fun, try some of these .

worse than dizzy daisies...

1-
again i am taken away by this crazy dizzy whirlwind of my mood !!!
nothing is there to resort to, though!
i feel like a wild panther
predating to tear away some "tearable" things!!
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2-
i’m not dissolved

in any solution;

no need to dilute it.

maybe if exposed to

some fresh air

i get vaporized.  
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***  i know 1 is weird or inhumane or surreal, but i can't express my feelings better than this now.
** i wish i knew spanish to know what this maria se bebe las calles  by pasion vega (a spanish ballad or love song) says!
* i read  its google translation into english, but ...!!!??

where are we heading to..hell ?!?

when we are hostile to the earth
the earth will be more hostile back to us

deadly earthquakes, hurricanes, tsunamis, floods... just name it!

here you can check how friendly you are to the earth and what that might mean!
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got it from this weblog.